Becoming a teacher was not my first career choice.
Originally, I wanted to be an architect or a civil engineer. Living in
Chicagoland allows me to experience the magnificence of what an architect can
design or what a civil engineer can build. But there was a problem, I suck at
math and physics. Obviously those two are key to become an architect or a civil
engineer. In high school I took computer aided drafting (CAD) classes and did
outstanding in them. I mastered the programs and technologies and could build
houses on the computers and 3D print objects. While I was good with the
software, I faltered in my math and physic classes. It was tough, and I
struggled to get a C in my junior year math and physic classes. It didn’t help
that my teachers in those classes weren’t very supportive or were overtly
critical of my work. In my physics class, my teacher embarrassed me in front of
the entire class by forcing me to attempt to solve a problem that I had no clue
how to do. My physics teacher also told me that I should drop the class. I
stayed in the class, but that’s when I realized that I probably wouldn’t become
an architect or civil engineer.
I had to do a reflection about what
I career path I wanted to pursue. Always, my best subject has been history. So,
I had a talk with my APUSH teacher after class one day about becoming a
teacher. He was very supportive of me about becoming a history teacher, yet he
warned me that it would be a lot of work and would require a lot of
determination. The impact that he had on me made me feel like I could achieve
my goal of being a history teacher. He was the best teacher I’ve ever had
because, despite the challenges of APUSH, he made the class fun, engaging, and
made me want to learn. It’s because of teachers like him that makes me want to
become a history teacher. And I want to mold my teaching process based on the
way he taught.
One last thing that has really
solidified to me why I want to be a history teacher is the way in which history
is taught nowadays. I feel that history is not being taught properly and our
view of history is distorted through the lens of pop culture, media, and
political bias. I remember reading a news article my senior year of high school
that the state of Oklahoma wanted to withhold funding for APUSH classes because
the curriculum didn’t advocate for a “pro-American” perspective. When I first
read it, I thought it was an Onion article. But when I saw it was real, I said
to myself “what the f***?” Thankfully it didn’t come to fruition. But it raises
a major issue that affects me as a future history teacher. Since when did
teaching about facts and the truth become a bad thing? Why do primarily
conservative states not want students to learn about the ugly truth? Truth
hurts, get over it. Teaching about history has been tainted with political
agendas and it makes me determined to overcome those agendas and teach students
the truth.
I see where all of this is coming from and I have to say that I went through several similar things in my academic past. I wanted to be a Chemical Engineer and a Doctor while in high school, but my physics and chemistry grades, while really good in high school, were getting increasingly worse in college. I changed my major to teaching and without a thought I knew it would be either English or Mathematics. The one moment in my memory of high school that pushed me to teach math and not English was one event that happened my freshman year. My teacher decided it would be a good idea to tell me that my essay, even with revision, would be "like giving an ugly dog a bath and expecting it to win a beauty contest." This moment in English was what put me away from becoming an English teacher, even though each of the other teachers I had were amazing. My BC Calc teacher senior year had so much enthusiasm for teaching his subject in the class that he designed for the school, that it made me want to be just like him. He became a role model for me the entire year and I still talk to him 3 years later asking for advice. His passion was infectuous, and that is what I want to give people as their teacher. I want to make them feel like listening to me talk about something I feel passionate about is a good thing. Where paying attention is engaging and not boring. That is my goal as a math teacher and why he is my role model as a teacher.
ReplyDeleteI definitely see where you are coming from in regard to the way history is currently taught and that is part of why I want to become a history teacher. In conversations I have had with my parents and their generational counterparts, I have noticed a vast gap in their understanding of actual history compared to that of historical lore. This also continues today in my discussions in some history classes. This bothers me as I believe understanding the real history is important for a handful of reasons. I believe our roles as history teachers is to facilitate this learning and stop contributing to this misunderstanding.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your sharing. I have the same experience and feeling as you. When I was a little girl I dreamed of being a scientist one day but my math and physics were really bad. Especially when I went to middle school the worse score was 42, and the total amount was 120. I was really upset. So, I selected art subject when I went to senior high school. And when I went to university I choose English as my major and want to be an English teacher some day. So I come here- Chicago and meet so many friends, I think I am really lucky.
ReplyDeleteThere is no unsuccessful student but unqualified teacher. Many teachers do not realize how much influence they may exert on their students' lives that even one sentence can change a student's choice in terms of life direction. Your story reminds me of one of my high school teachers, who always made students feel embarrassed if we could not answer her questions. However, it is she who made me want to be a teacher that is different from her. Teachers should be patient and give students more encouragement. They are responsible to build a comfortable and happy learning environment for students.
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ReplyDeleteIt is fortunate that you found a new passion in teaching. Perhaps, your story may help students realize various things, among them (I) sometimes we have to work extra hard to achieve a goal--we all come with different types of intelligence; and (II) our life path is not always set in stone, through struggles and challenges, we may find new passions.
Thank you for sharing, it was very disheartening having to hear about how you’ve been embarrassed by teachers in the past & how some even went as far as to telling you to drop the course. Math and science can be extremely difficult subjects for students and your former teachers should have understood that. Futhermore, I agree with your views on how history is taught. I do believe that some parts of the country are still conservative and purposely skew how they teach history to students & this creates many misconceptions.
ReplyDeleteGood for you Nate! I think that is awesome. I am saddened to hear your experience in school with those other classes though. It is cool however how both the positive and negative experiences of our lives can shape our future. Life is more about how you respond than what happens to you. Just from talking to you, your going to be a great History teacher!
ReplyDeleteI can relate to this story because teaching wasn't my first career path but after taking numerous history class in college I fell in love with history. I want to turn my passion into a career that allows me to be surrounded by history and a career that gave me an opportunity to keep learning everyday.
ReplyDeleteYour experience on deciding to become a teacher reminds me a lot of mine, for most of my life I had no desire to go into education, I also had dreams of being an architect, until I realized that I would have to use a lot of math. I still get excited when I learn new historical things and I am excited to instill my love for history in hopefully a few students!
ReplyDeleteYou share some really interesting stories in this narrative. I think it's common for us to resist the subjects that we have a natural ability in and push towards careers that may ultimately not be the best fit for us. I wonder how much of your challenge in the STEM courses was the result of teachers not normalizing the struggle or the difficulty in navigating those disciplines. I hope this serves as a powerful reminder that when students come to your history class and struggle, that it represents an opportunity for you to dig in and find ways to support them through it...it may even change their ideas regarding the discipline and their place in it.
ReplyDeleteHello Nate - Thank you for sharing your story. I was really struck by your passion while talking about the current state of History curricula. Your experience reading the article and mistaking it for "fake news" is depressingly ironic - though you can use your experience as a launching pad for teaching your students to read history critically.
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