The first aspect of my journey to teaching lies with my
rising education on Catholic schools. I attended Catholic schools between the
ages of five and eighteen and although I received an exemplary education from
these schools, my experience as young, closeted gay student in this atmosphere
inspired me more to become a teacher. I felt unrepresented in a school where
everyone else found representation and further felt disconnected from my
education due to the often off-hand remarks made by both students and faculty
about individuals like myself. This also included further, albeit not
incredibly intense, bullying that persisted throughout the early years of my
educational career. These experiences pushed me to become a teacher as I felt
inspired not only to create a classroom environment where everyone felt
welcomed and accepted but also where representation matters. This specifically
holds importance in why I chose to teach history as the representation of
minority groups in the context of important historical moments speaks volumes
to the idea of pride in oneself.
Despite the negatives experienced in this environment, certain
teachers did make the education
worthwhile, which further inspired me to teach.
My junior year of high school social justice teacher, whose name and face I
have chosen not to share, contributed greatly to my love for education and the furthering of that love into my own life. This teacher cultivated an
environment in which I not only wanted to learn and grow but felt comfortable
embracing myself in that educational journey. This important positive
experience with a teacher showcased to me that education can be a powerful tool
to learn both the subject material and about yourself. Without her influence,
my educational experience would have stopped at the subject material. From her
classroom, I launched my own love for helping others through their journeys.My final inspiration to teach lies with a quote from Hillary Clinton which reads “never stop believing that fighting for what’s right is worth it”. This quote came at an important
cross-road in my life where I felt both inspired to advocate for others as well as to go into teaching. Many, both in and out of the teaching profession, warned me of the coming difficulties educators face. I knew of these difficulties however still wanted to continue and teach students.
This quote affected me greatly and inspired me to keep moving as it spoke to my fears of continuing teaching but addressed the need to keep fighting. Fighting for what I believe in and helping my students is important and this quote spoke to me to say that continuing to do so will make it worth it in the long run.
Thanks for your share,Dane.I was inspired by your experiences.One of my best friend had the same experience of yours.So I think I can understand you.I also agree with you that one should never stop believing what she or he believes.Because a thing that one put passion in it is gonna be great.A good teacher can influence students in good ways and can help student to learn more right things.I think you will be a great teacher in the future.Bless you.
ReplyDeleteI really like your quote. As future teachers we need to remember that when times get hard. It is important to stand by your convictions and be who you truly are. - Kiley
ReplyDeleteThank you very much for sharing your story. I’m sorry that you experienced bullying. I attended a Catholic school for my undergraduate degree, and I found that the atmosphere was frequently more regressive than I would have liked. In your experience, do you think that the teachers and students themselves were themselves more homophobic, or do you think that it was something institutionalized there that you wouldn’t have faced in public school? If you feel comfortable sharing, I’d really like to hear more about your social justice teacher, and if there was any way in particular that she helped you that we might be able to learn from.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing Dane. I attended a Small private protestant Christian school and I can know the societal bubble that exists in environments like that and the kind of close mindedness that often grows in those sort of environments.
ReplyDeleteYour story is really moving, particularly as you discuss the opening vignette, and the search for representation and validation in terms of a formative aspect of your identity. I believe experiences like this can really catalyze the call to teach and inspire exactly the type of action you refer to at the end of your narrative. I'm sorry that you had to experience bullying and found it interesting that you qualified it...It got me thinking that how someone perceives bullying and is able to deal with it also depends on the constellation of tools they have at their disposal to navigate that space. Students still need support and allies, particularly those that identify as LGBTQ+, since middle and high school are contexts where they continue to be shamed. It represents a taboo subject for most teachers as heteronormativity is deeply ingrained in our society...very powerful narrative. Thank you!
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