The first picture I included is of a typical Chicago home. Even though the house I grew up in wasn't the best place for me, it showed me that a home isn't a just place where you live.
Growing up, my home wasn't a stable or secure place. My childhood isn't a wonderful collection of memories for me. The only thing that was, was school. School, books, and math - my favorite subject - have been my escape from the stresses of my home life since I began pre-school. It still is. It was the safe place I could rely on to be routine, safe, and secure. Even when I was not at school, I would play “teacher” or constantly have my nose in a book to bring that security home with me. This lead me to the conclusion that has been staring me in the face all of my academic life: I should be a teacher.
I grew up on the southside of Chicago and have lived here my entire life. I spent the first nine years of my academic life with the same group of kids. In eighth grade, as we were applying to high schools, I thought I'd go to a high school in my neighborhood and continue seeing the same faces in my classes as I always had. My science teacher encouraged me to apply for schools outside of my neighborhood, told me it would be better for me. I ended up applying, getting accepted, and attending a high school an hour away from me on the northside. I was the only one of my graduating class to attend Lane Tech HS. So here I was, a freshman venturing outside of the only neighborhood I knew, going to a school an hour away, to a school bigger than most small colleges, on my own. I didn't know it then, but that would be one of the most impactful decisions of my life. It was there that I met a math teacher, and so many other teachers, who would inspire me to become a teacher myself. It was my algebra teacher who I idolized my freshman year who nurtured my love for math. It was my homeroom teacher who showed me what a compassionate teacher was like. It was my coach who showed up to never give up and who believed in me more than I believed in myself. These were the adults in my life who may not have realized it at the time, but they were paving the path to my career.
My senior year of high school, as I was applying to colleges knowing I wanted to be a teacher, I also applied to be a Golden Apple Scholar for a foundation that encourages and aides students that want to become teachers. A couple months later, I received a letter in the mail congratulating me on becoming a scholar and inviting me to an induction ceremony. The following summer after I graduated HS, I got an internship with the Golden Apple Foundation and I was surrounded by other scholars who were just as excited and passionate about teaching and education. That summer, I was put in a high school classroom for the first time. By the end of my first day in a classroom, I knew I had made the right decision and it ensured me that teaching was what I wanted to spend my life doing. Here I am, in my third year of college, more sure than ever that I'm going to become a high school math teacher.
Thank you for sharing your story. As someone from the suburbs who wouldn't understand the social ramifications of leaving your neighborhood for a "better" school, it must have been really hard. There's a lot of judgement going around at that age and I'm glad to see that their either was no judgement or you were strong enough to get passed it and make a name for yourself on your own. Your story is inspiring and I'm sure it gives you a lot of knowledge on dealing with students that have a similar background that I will never gain through my own experiences.
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ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your story! I can only imagine what you got yourself into, since it was so different from what you previously knew. It is crazy to think that CPS is formatted in a way where a "neighborhood" school does not compare to a school such as Lane Tech. The allocation of resources and is unjust, but you committed to an act that would benefit you in the long run, which is where you are today. I too, am a Golden Apple Scholar and had the same feeling after I taught a summer school classroom. It just felt right. Another point I wish to add is that it seems like you had a decent amount of intimate relationships with adults within your school. I just want to say that those relationships truly form who you are, and can shape what you think of school.
ReplyDeleteTo end off, your story reminds me of an impactful message one of my work supervisors told me. He said that in order to attain success in the teaching field, you have to be uncomfortable. By being uncomfortable, you are then adapting to what would later become the “new comfortable for you.” With you moving schools, I think it is a prime example of such.
Thank you for your sharing. I think you are an outgoing girl and you like a sunshine when you smiling. I think your students will love you very much. I see when you were a small girl you also have many homework to do right? So that what you have is school-books-school-books. In my country-China, students would have mountains of homework to do after class because they have attend the college entrance exam and me as well. I think you are lucky to find math as your favorite subject when you were a little girl, and in China some of my friends do not have found what is their favorite subject till now. I think find a favorite subject or favorite things what the adolescence like is really important so that they will not feel boring when learning.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing. I live in the northwest suburbs, so I can't really relate to your story about having to travel a long distance to go to school. UIC is the closest experience for me. But to do so as a high school freshman, leaving your friends behind for a new school across town, must have been daunting. But it seems like you made the correct decision because Lane Tech is such a great school and the teachers there really inspired you. And you'll most definitely have the same impact on your students in the future.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing. You are lucky to meet such good teachers who gave you a lot of effective support and help which led you to the way you want. Your science teacher encouraged you to apply for a better school outside of your neighborhood and you accepted that suggestion. I think it is really a good relationship between you and your teacher which shows a trust. Your teacher believed that you were able to overcome the challenges and you trust your teacher that the advice he gave you was for your own good. I sincerely hope every teacher can build up a relationship like this with their students.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing. I great to here so many people had inspiring teachers that convinced them to become a teacher. Students need more of those teachers to encourage them to pursue their education. I hope us as future teachers will continue this for our future students.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing,Belinda.I feel that same that the house is not just a house that you live in but a important environment that influence you.I grown up in a small town and spent my 13 years with same groups of kids so I think I know how you feel.Also,I feel the same way that a good teacher can really give students great guide of life. Hope you can get achievements that you want as a teacher in the future.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing! I really like how you talked about the teachers that helped you. I think it is important for us, as educators, to act like role models for our students. At the end of the day our actions really do effect theirs! It is important for us to lead them in the right direction.
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